Spring

I actually didn't realize that it has been so long since my last post. I'm happy to report that life is very good. My energy is at an all time high, as far as this year goes! I'm sleeping every night and have seriously increased my water intake. It is good to feel good. To feel like I can look forward to what I want from my life rather than just trying to get through each day and fall in a puddle on the floor each evening along with my clothes at the end of the bed!

Our new property is very close to closing. Jeremy and I are stoked about the possibilities and rather than feeling any weight of debt associated with it, we are both elated about future prospects. It excites me to not know what the future holds and yet to feel so alive about what it could be.

Jeremy and I have also in the last couple of months forged a new partnership. This time last year I didn't think this could happen and yet it has. Funny, last year this time I could not wait to get away on my own for the summer and this time, I'm saddened about being away from him for several weeks. I look back at December and January and February of this year and how lost my little soul seemed to be. And now, tis found! What a joyful feeling to have come through the veil.

Get the Crazy Out!

Ahhh, that elusive sleep has found me at last! And I can't even begin to tell you how good it is to befriend her again. It would seem that all of the crazy ass things I've been doing over the past weeks has paid nocturnal dividends!

The exercise has been great. I'm still meeting with my personal trainer (sounds decadent every time I say it) twice a week and allow her to put the smack down on me! Good news... last night I did 3 consecutive push ups FROM MY FEET! You mighn't think that is very exciting but given that it has taken me 7 weeks to get here, it's pretty damn exciting to me. :)

On a not so inspiring note, my diet has more or less gone to shit. Maybe I'll work on that next week.

I can't help but think the best thing I've done is to reintroduce progesterone back into my system. I need to pay attention to the warning signs of being low ~ insomnia and being on a continual adrenaline rush are key indicators for me. It is like someone has calmed the waters and shot me with a tranquilizer dart. :) More welcome than you could know!!!